So I drove all the way to work in my piece of garbage car just to find out I am off today. I commute to work and have been working very hard to save up for a newer, safer vehicle. So I drove all the way home and (by the grace of God this didn’t happen on the interstate) when I pulled into the driveway and attempted to shift into park. The gear shift was slack and would not shift out of drive! I was terrified if I took my foot of the brake pedal I’d go through my parents garage door. I put on the emergency brake and tried to turn it off. It turned off. Thank God for that. I thought maybe it’s just an electrical malfunction and attempted to turn it back on. Absolutely nothing. No lights no radio. It is completely dead.
It’s been a rough few years for me. I was assaulted in December of 2016. She beat the crap out of me. I have been dealing with lawyers and worker’s comp trying to get justice for almost 2 years now.
My boyfriend kicked me out and immediately moved another woman in. He kept my cat and a lot of my personal belongings. I was forced to move back in with my parents. I feel like such a burden and a loser.
I was demoted at work due to my health issues: I suffer from Depression, Anxiety, and Chronic, Debilitating Migraines. And now I possibly have a heart condition. They cut my pay a whole $2 and my hours as well.
On a good note, I decided to go back to college and finally get a degree. Tuition is not cheap.
And then my beloved dog, Max passed away.
I have been trying so hard to break into successful online blogging, freelance writing. I am even trying to write a children’s book about being adopted. I can’t seem to figure this blogging or freelance thing out. And I don’t know that my book is any good.
I am so completely and hopelessly overwhelmed. My credit is not great because I dont have much of it and what I do have is very young. Please give me some advice. Please give me some hope.