Please Help. Advice Needed!

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So I drove all the way to work in my piece of garbage car just to find out I am off today. I commute to work and have been working very hard to save up for a newer, safer vehicle. So I drove all the way home and (by the grace of God this didn’t happen on the interstate) when I pulled into the driveway and attempted to shift into park. The gear shift was slack and would not shift out of drive! I was terrified if I took my foot of the brake pedal I’d go through my parents garage door. I put on the emergency brake and tried to turn it off. It turned off. Thank God for that. I thought maybe it’s just an electrical malfunction and attempted to turn it back on. Absolutely nothing. No lights no radio. It is completely dead.

It’s been a rough few years for me. I was assaulted in December of 2016. She beat the crap out of me. I have been dealing with lawyers and worker’s comp trying to get justice for almost 2 years now.

My boyfriend kicked me out and immediately moved another woman in. He kept my cat and a lot of my personal belongings. I was forced to move back in with my parents. I feel like such a burden and a loser.

I was demoted at work due to my health issues: I suffer from Depression, Anxiety, and Chronic, Debilitating Migraines. And now I possibly have a heart condition. They cut my pay a whole $2 and my hours as well.

On a good note, I decided to go back to college and finally get a degree. Tuition is not cheap.

And then my beloved dog, Max passed away.

I have been trying so hard to break into successful online blogging, freelance writing. I am even trying to write a children’s book about being adopted. I can’t seem to figure this blogging or freelance thing out. And I don’t know that my book is any good.

I am so completely and hopelessly overwhelmed. My credit is not great because I dont have much of it and what I do have is very young. Please give me some advice. Please give me some hope.

If you are feeling generous, donations are greatly appreciated

3 thoughts on “Please Help. Advice Needed!

  1. Breathe girl… that’s where it starts… literally! You’re in so much anxiety that it’s adding every single stresser to your plate. You can work through this, but it begins with your mental health. Coping strategies for anxiety. How you are feeling about yourself. Realizing of what is and isn’t your control. Taking time to consistently, every single day, write 3-5 things that you’re grateful for or that made you smile in the day. Lots of sleep. But first, breathe

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