Today was Hard.
I’m still trying to find the words. I’m still trying to accept it. It’s surreal.
I lost my baby.
We had to put my dog down. I’ve had him for 16 years. I don’t have kids. He was my kid.
I couldn’t bring myself to say goodbye. If I said goodbye I couldn’t pretend he was just somewhere else. I’d have to admit he was gone.
But now I can’t seem to believe it. or really grieve.
Work is keeping me busy. I supposed it will hit when I go home to his empty collar.
Any comfort or advice is welcomed.